i’m alive still

I should honestly rename this blog to “Sporadically G,” because that’s literally how frequently I come in here now to update. SIGH. I was planning to write a birthday post, but didn’t care enough to. That’s usually how it goes. Something happens, I think to myself “huh, I should blog about that” and then proceed…

i swear i didn’t kill myself

I am so god damn bad about updating this and I’m surprised you guys still follow me considering how sporadically I update this shit. There’s a decent amount to catch up on. After the Cymbalta incident, my PCP prescribed a combination of Bupropion and Buspar. Neither really did much but I told myself I would…

a dark place

I’ve taken myself off the Cymbalta as of approximately 24 hours ago. It wasn’t doing anything for me. Well, that’s not true, it was doing something. So, I’m sure those of us that have been on anti-depressants know that there are an array of side effects depending on the drug. Lack of appetite, increased appetite,…