i swear i didn’t kill myself

I am so god damn bad about updating this and I’m surprised you guys still follow me considering how sporadically I update this shit. There’s a decent amount to catch up on. After the Cymbalta incident, my PCP prescribed a combination of Bupropion and Buspar. Neither really did much but I told myself I would…

a dark place

I’ve taken myself off the Cymbalta as of approximately 24 hours ago. It wasn’t doing anything for me. Well, that’s not true, it was doing something. So, I’m sure those of us that have been on anti-depressants know that there are an array of side effects depending on the drug. Lack of appetite, increased appetite,…

unmedicated

So I took myself off of my Lexapro a couple of weeks ago. The reason is because I found, to my dismay, that that particular medication destroyed my sex drive, like bad. And while it was nice to not feel like a 1000-lbs weight was crushing my shoulders or have mild-moderate anxiety attacks, it’s not worth it to…